It hurts a lot. I lost my bestfriend, and now, I don’t have anyone to talk to anymore. Almost everyday, I was looking forward to talk to him because he made me happy. It seems he was the only one who understood me. I never thought that my world would shatter like this, him being gone. The pain I am feeling right now is inexplicable. I cannot stop crying and I can’t tell anyone why I am sad. Good thing I am alone at home for I can cry like a cow. I went to my sister’s house last night and this morning, to busy myself, but I can’t tell her my concerns. She was just puzzled why I was sad. I only said that I was tired. She asked me why my eyes were swollen. I said that I slept late last night.
It just hurts so much. Why does it hurt so much like this? When I eat, it seems the food does not have any taste. Does anyone have suggestions what I should do for this pain to subside?
5 comments:
you are mourning a loss. That takes some time, and it does help to share with another your feelings. Can you tell your sister?
Go to a male stripper club and see what you are missing. For psychological help see a priest. Get strong NOW, because this can happen often in a lifetime. When your life is over this is one less problem to face!
@Debbie,
I can't tell my sister. She tells my parents my concerns and it not good. She wants to get their attention at my expense. I do not know why she is like that to me. If I could choose a sibling, I want an unselfish sister. I just go to their house because I have nowhere else to go. Most of the time,it is better to talk to other people.
@Euroyank,
You made me laugh but maybe you are right! I have thought about that and it looks exciting lolz! But I am afraid of getting STD!
Advised me on going to a Stripper Club and talk to a priest? Either go to a night club or go to church... I don't think those two can go hand in hand hahahaha!
I can relate a lot to it. I myself have loved and lost and loved and lost...
Sometimes family members are not the best people to open up to. But I am not trying to say that you shouldn't open up to them. The right friend should be able to relate to you and guide you and help you heal your heart.
Anyway, who says heartbreaks are not sad?
@EuroYank
I really laughed out at the sarcasm of that one.
@gem,
Was he being sarcastic when he said those??? Aww!!! I thought he was just concerned. One of my weaknesses that I couldn't avoid was my being so gullible.
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