I feel so alone. Yes, I have relatives and my sister lives near my apartment, but she has her own family that she should prioritize. And besides, she is only good to me when I have money. She was not like that before. And when I do something wrong, she would definitely tell my parents, who are in California, what I did.
It is only this year that I realized I am alone. I have my son with me, but he is in his pre-teens. Sooner or later, he will have his own life to live.
Why is happiness too far from me? What am I looking for?
Good thing I have a freelance job now, to keep my mind busy.
7 comments:
If Jesus Christ is in your heart, you will never feel alone because He will make you feel His presence in your life. It's not about religion but a personal relationship with Him. And He will give you joy in your heart and peace in your mind that no power in this world can ever take. All it takes is to accept Him as your Lord and savior and surrender your life to Him. Then He will take care of the rest. You've tried everything else. Why not try Him? He's there waiting at the door of your heart. If you will let Him in, He will enter and sup with you. I will be praying for you my friend. Thanks for the post. God bless you always.
There will be time when we will feel alone even when we have family and friends close to us. Could this be because we are trying again to find meaning in life? Sometimes I feel alone too even though I am staying with my family and I have my friends around me. There are so many times when I wish for just someone to talk to but there are none. I think it is time I find something new. :)
@ mel,
Your comment is nice but it made me feel like i am a very sinful person, but I am thankful for your concern. Why did Adam feel sad when he was alone in the Garden of Eden, even though he was taken cared by God. It is because people need people. and that is also the reason why there are pairs of animals, i.e. male and female. I am a Christian but I do not go to church anymore because honestly, most people there are hypocrites. I want to mingle with real people. If no human can be with me then I must accept it, although I must admit it is really hard.
@symphony of love,
Thanks for your comment. It made me feel like a normal human being. I thought I was the only one feeling like this. Thanks for sharing yourself to me. It is nice to know that there are people who understand what I feel deep inside.
Loneliness can be a sign that we are about to go through a change. When we feel sad or lonely inside, our subconscious mind is often telling us we are about to make a shift, a change in our thinking that is BIG! Examine how you have survived these feelings, that you are aware changes are going to occur with your son. Then begin to think about how you can use these feelings to propel you forward.
Is there perhaps, a neighbor near you who is also lonely and in need of some help?
Whenever I feel blue (and it does happen) I ask myself what is it I am blue about? What do I anticipate is going to happen, that will allow me to grow. How can I use this experience?
You are a very brave and insightful woman. I admire that.
I must agree with the above statement, it takes two to tango :)
Have a nice day!
@ Debbie,
Sad to say, both my neighbors had moved out. I live in an apartment building.
You inspire me a lot. Thank you for always encouraging me to look at the positive aspect of life.
@ is,
Thanks for your comment.
Is there a nearby community place that you can offer to help out? This might begin a smooth transition into meeting others who need you.
I only say the truth, so while I am glad you appreciate the way I look at things, there is truth in there. Keep moving forward, this will be behind you!
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